Electric Arcadia - Cyberia's Blog

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Why Sonic 06 was cancelled.

When one gets a new game for a weekend of fun, one expects to get a weekend from it. I got that from Sonic Lost World, and I'm not even done yet. I don't know what the next gaming blog will be, but it will be interesting.

I won't be able to update the gaming blog much this week, not that anyone cares...

I'm a little lost on what to do with myself. I cancelled Blog Gaming, due to it going nowhere, and my reviews are becoming Grade A dust collectors, so those might stop. Frankly it's all one big ball of depression. I have nothing to really do on this site.

It's been a very long, not very relaxing holiday, and already I want the stress of A Levels back.

Spoiler:

Forgiveness.

Back home, dogs going mad with fireworks, getting work done.

I can feel my reality slipping around me.

Every little thing worries me now. I took the bus home as usually, two of them, but got off earlier than I should because I can't cope with being outside anymore. People are conflicting with me all the time. My new neighbours seem to think I'm a freak, even though they have never spoken to me. This place is meant to be beneficial for the family, but it is hardly doing that for me. I'm farther from what few friends I have, my school, everything.

My boyfriend is kind to me...the only consistent thing in my life. He actually accepts my agoraphobia, my insecurities around people and alien situations. He is...hopefully...coming to see me soon. I can have someone in my life at last who cares...

This next section is one giant release of stress. You have been warned.

Spoiler:

I woke up at 2am, already unusual. It's my mother, coming home, drunk. Already this raises a question, since she doesn't bloody drink!

Next, she starts being sick in the kitchen sink from a "Panic Attack". Why? What caused it?

Then she storms off, berating me in the process, saying I can go live with my father if I have an issue. This is already after a day where she berated me before leaving for several hours.

I don't know what to do anymore...

I just beat most of Pokémon Y. One giant disappointment.